Often times, I kinda easily forgive whoever done shit things to me, ditched me, betrayed me. There will be 98% that I will be nice to them again, connected with them again, be friend with them again.
But 1 thing that I will Never Be The Same again is Trust.
Will never trust them again like i used to. No more sharing my story, my concerns, my happiness again. They will be no longer my confidante.
I believe Im not the only one who will act like this because its no rocket scientist to aware that once the trust was crumpled , it will never be the same again.
This happened when you have high expectation, others will do the same thing like you willing to do for them.
This happened when you attached to much on a creation instead of The Creator.
This happened when you love so much on the gift instead of the Giver.
Hence, the disappointment happened and you lost.
You blamed yourself even though this is not the 1st time.
It happened before and it happened again.
You have to pick up yourself again. Be strong again.
Brushed it off again.
It crushed you and you are under pressures to live your life like normal while battling the war inside you.
But just like diamond, it need to go through massive pressures before you can call it a diamond.
Hey little fighter, you are now experienced warrior. You are not come from scratch. You had this before. Just like before, this too shall pass.
Its ok. You gonna be a better version. Not a bitter version.
XOXO,
You old and new self.
